28 Jul 14 at 3 pm

I just feel painfully numb. Like I’m not sad nor happy nor anything. I feel hollow and like a shell…

28 Jul 14 at 3 pm

Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You (via lookingforsomeonewhocares)

(via iloveyourfacejustgetaway)

"I know you’re just a rag doll now,
sewn together with memories that we might have had.
I know you’re just the dream inside of a dream
And don’t worry,
I know I don’t know you,

28 Jul 14 at 3 pm
tags: personal 

Literally shaking, completely soaked still and crying on my bedroom floor because my mum doesn’t give a shit and I hate her so much. All she’s been recently is a massive fucking bitch and I’ve literally had enough

28 Jul 14 at 6 am

Derek Walcott, “Love After Love” (via oofpoetry)

(via whereyagoingwiththatsoul)

"The time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other’s welcome
and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you
all your life, whom you have ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,
the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life."

"If only I could turn myself inside out, I could let people see what I consider my most attractive side; the inside."

"I decided on you, don’t you get that? I decided on you. I don’t want to go fucking other people and then walk around feeling thrilled and then sad, or empty, or whatever. I like the smell of your hair, and I like the sound of your voice, and I fucking decided on you."



my life got about a thousand times better once i stopped censoring myself

and by censoring i don’t mean i suddenly embraced indiscriminate swearing; i mean i stopped trying to sugarcoat my past or my feelings; i stopped lying by omission; i stopped having guilty pleasures; i began unabashedly enjoying whatever i liked; i became very honest; i cut out of my life poisonous people and negative ideals, and i am so, so much happier for it

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